open the floodgates
Currently my soul is being attacked with a million emotions at once. It is an overwhelming, contradicting feeling that not even blocks of fudge can drown out.
There is the paralyzing fear that is still gripping my body from my near-MRI experience. The inablity to move, breathing comes only with great effort, heart rate rises until it sounds like a humming birds wings, and the tears flow.
The feeling of foolishness and shame for panicking over something so simple.
The lingering jealousy and hatred that still haunts my daydreams and nightmares.
The feeling of relief at finding out that I am not the only one who struggles with said feelings of jealousy and hatred. **hugs to jessica**
The feeling of being totally and completely alone. Abandoned.
The delight from a marvelous weekend, and the anticipation of another grand weekend to come.
The saddness at the thought of losing the one person I truly love.
The fear that they won't come back.
The bliss of having them now.
The overwhelming desire for more chocolate...
<3
posted by that girl @ 11:49 AM
7 Comments:
Emotions are funny things. Happy/sad/contemplative/angry/exuberant/mournful... like that.
*hug* I love you.
Sometimes I really hate emotions.
of course my comments have nothing to do with your posts
because i never read them
something about emotions? lol
and yall no longer respond to my comments so i guess i will leave your blog
This is really beautiful. Sorry you guys are apart. It is really tough. Just talk to each other and grow in it rather than becoming little bits of driftwood in the sea...
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